So I have been allll over the place these last couple weeks. Between work, weddings, a holiday and birthdays, I feel like I can't keep everything straight! It kind of gets me down, bc I feel like everyone expects you to be able to afford all of their individual "things." Birthdays...Dinners...BBQs... Booze...All I want to do is save for a house, and I don't ever say no! Well now it is time for me...I need to start telling people what I can and cannot afford to do, and be straight up and honest with others and myself. Because when I commit to these things that I cannot afford, I get really bitter at myself.
I'm really trying to get my act together, and Jimmy and I are trying to save for a house! Im really excited about that.
But I can't do everything! I have a lot of people in my life that I am greatful for... And I really wish that I could do fabulous things for everyone, but I have to limit myself until I have the means to do everything I want to do.
Jimmy has been really great with everything. But I really need to stop depending on him so much or else we are both going to get bitter.
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