Had a fantastic weekend allll starting with an extra long nap Friday night, and waking up to an exhausted boyfriend on my couch...Saturday swimming and then an all day wedding which we successfully set up and danced our asses off. Sunday was Jimmy's Grandmom's bday, so we bbq'd and I went to work with Jimmy for like 6 hours! It was so much fun though, and we ended up at my friend Tina's house watching the Flyers. Talk about a packed weekend.
This morning I woke up with anxiety and I don't know why. I cannot wait until Februrary comes around and Jimmy and I are going to be shopping for our house together! I cannot wait, it will be a great chapter in our lives together. I love him so much, and I swear every day, just by constantly being there with me and supporting me he proves to me how much he loves me. Its just easy with him, and I never thought it would be easy. In the past sometimes I realize I was fighting to hard for people and relationships that do not matter now. It makes me sad because I feel like I see some of my friends doing that currently. Im just so glad Jimmy waited for me. I feel like he was just always there waiting for me to realize. I think sometimes, I always knew that we should be together, since we were so close to begin with, but sometimes you don't treat yourself like you deserve something that can be so wonderful. I was always struggling, and at least now, I do not have to struggle in that area anymore because I have a partner, who I am absolutely crazy about.
I know that every day brings new experiences into our lives, good and bad, but I'd really be happy to spend all of those experiences with Jimmy and share everything with him.
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