House Saving soon...First and Last BUSY weekend of summer

So I know that today is technically the first day of summer, but it has been especially hot for quite some time now, and for the last month we have been running NONSTOP! This weekend was Father's day, Jenna's Birthday, my parent's anniversary and my room mate Jen's birthday. I celebrated Jen's bday with her last weekend bc we knew this weekend was going to be too nuts! Jimmy has one last vacation obligation (destination wedding) in two weeks, and other than that we are hoping to have a relaxing summer. All of our weddings were at the end of spring, and it seems like we had neverending parties to go to, or bbqs or something...
We start saving next week...It is going to be the first check I put in the bank towards a house. I'm so excited. Jimmy is too. I can't wait to see the money stack up, hopefully over the next year people will be understanding that we can't just spend our money like we used to (not like I ever really had money to spend, but Jimmy did). Its nice to feel like you are on the same page as someone.
So my two best friends are pregnant. Julie is due on February 3rd and Jamie is due on December 23rd. It is a strange thing to have your two closest girlfriends going through something like that together, although they really haven't been talking to one another lately. Which is a bit of a shame, but I had a feeling this would happen. They both live in 2 different worlds and have been butting heads lately, basically for no reason. I have a feeling they are both going to have the same sex baby...Either two little boys or two little girls. I'm hoping they are little girls, bc I promised Julie I would buy her her first little bathing suit with a pink tutu ;-).
I have a feeling we will all grow apart soon. Not entirely, but our lives will be much more seperate than they used to be.
And they are Miserable! Julie is not miserable to me...but I know already her hormones are driving her nuts already...Im going to miss her. Jamie is very involved with her family right now, which is good, but I really just hope they don't drag her down...which they have great potential to do. I really don't have any desire though, to get too involved there. We just do not see eye to eye about certain things. How to live life actually...
I did my first Yoga class and Loved it!!!

Love Love Love

Had a fantastic weekend allll starting with an extra long nap Friday night, and waking up to an exhausted boyfriend on my couch...Saturday swimming and then an all day wedding which we successfully set up and danced our asses off. Sunday was Jimmy's Grandmom's bday, so we bbq'd and I went to work with Jimmy for like 6 hours! It was so much fun though, and we ended up at my friend Tina's house watching the Flyers. Talk about a packed weekend.
This morning I woke up with anxiety and I don't know why. I cannot wait until Februrary comes around and Jimmy and I are going to be shopping for our house together! I cannot wait, it will be a great chapter in our lives together. I love him so much, and I swear every day, just by constantly being there with me and supporting me he proves to me how much he loves me. Its just easy with him, and I never thought it would be easy. In the past sometimes I realize I was fighting to hard for people and relationships that do not matter now. It makes me sad because I feel like I see some of my friends doing that currently. Im just so glad Jimmy waited for me. I feel like he was just always there waiting for me to realize. I think sometimes, I always knew that we should be together, since we were so close to begin with, but sometimes you don't treat yourself like you deserve something that can be so wonderful. I was always struggling, and at least now, I do not have to struggle in that area anymore because I have a partner, who I am absolutely crazy about.
I know that every day brings new experiences into our lives, good and bad, but I'd really be happy to spend all of those experiences with Jimmy and share everything with him.

Today...I have missed a few weeks!

So I have been allll over the place these last couple weeks. Between work, weddings, a holiday and birthdays, I feel like I can't keep everything straight! It kind of gets me down, bc I feel like everyone expects you to be able to afford all of their individual "things." Birthdays...Dinners...BBQs... Booze...All I want to do is save for a house, and I don't ever say no! Well now it is time for me...I need to start telling people what I can and cannot afford to do, and be straight up and honest with others and myself. Because when I commit to these things that I cannot afford, I get really bitter at myself.
I'm really trying to get my act together, and Jimmy and I are trying to save for a house! Im really excited about that.
But I can't do everything! I have a lot of people in my life that I am greatful for... And I really wish that I could do fabulous things for everyone, but I have to limit myself until I have the means to do everything I want to do.
Jimmy has been really great with everything. But I really need to stop depending on him so much or else we are both going to get bitter.